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:牧云,我需要的是一场修行<\/p>
午后两三点钟,百无聊赖的我盯着窗外的云发呆,眼瞅着它们分分钟变幻模样,心头忽然冒出两个字“牧云”。<\/p>
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牧者,放也。做一个富有者吧!我是说如果我牧的不是云的话。牧羊,牧牛,牧马,或其任何一种动物。流云飞过,有凤凰涅槃,有骏马奔腾,有雪域高原,我总想试图理解一些事物。<\/p>
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那一刻,牧云的我一样可以冒充成富有者,譬如想象,譬如思想,再譬如情感。尤其是看见那朵像极了凤凰展翅的云朵的时候。<\/p>
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风吹云动,聚有时,散有时,一丝,一朵,一堆,无形,有形。而我却不是主语,一切都只能交给风去处理。<\/p>
再或者,试着想象天空之手在弹奏冰川、雷电、草木,以及孤独和寂寞。<\/p>
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再丰富的想象都无法掸去时间的忧伤,我又想起了去世的娘,十一天了。<\/p>
动幕在眼前不停的变幻,十几二十分钟后,空无一云,有种想象跟不上节凑的感觉。<\/p>
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是谁偷偷打翻了海水,蓝统天空。可如果只有蓝是不是太过单调,请稍等。<\/p>
一个人可不可以打坐云端,学着象云一样随性而为,随遇而安。<\/p>
我看见一尾鱼吐出一串禅语,拿起和放下没有那么复杂,就如人间只有一条道一样,任谁从出生那天起都已经被格式化了。<\/p>
如此,可以放过自己了吗?<\/p>
娘走了,我需要一场修行,圆不圆满不重要。<\/p>","img":[{"url":"http:\/\/d.ifengimg.com\/mw640_q100\/x0.ifengimg.com\/res\/2020\/79869C1FAE54DC1694E61EB779A5FAAC6CDCA735_size80_w600_h337.jpeg","size":{"width":"600","height":"337"}},{"url":"http:\/\/d.ifengimg.com\/mw640_q100\/x0.ifengimg.com\/res\/2020\/1F7AF9E2A59CC485D374B97F09344A77FB9CCD28_size64_w600_h337.jpeg","size":{"width":"600","height":"337"}},{"url":"http:\/\/d.ifengimg.com\/mw640_q100\/x0.ifengimg.com\/res\/2020\/57742A74988970BE695EF922F6CC8F9202399307_size34_w600_h337.jpeg","size":{"width":"600","height":"337"}},{"url":"http:\/\/d.ifengimg.com\/mw640_q100\/x0.ifengimg.com\/res\/2020\/5729752CDCCB41335F4AEBCF488DC5634751C6E2_size55_w600_h337.jpeg","size":{"width":"600","height":"337"}},{"url":"http:\/\/d.ifengimg.com\/mw640_q100\/x0.ifengimg.com\/res\/2020\/E35219246AFB13B398478FF33E2568CB7DFCEBC0_size40_w600_h337.jpeg","size":{"width":"600","height":"337"}}],"summary":":牧云,我需要的是一场修行午后两三点钟,百无聊赖的我盯着窗外的云发呆,眼瞅着它们分分钟变幻模样,心头忽然冒出两个字“牧云”。牧者,放也。做一个富有者吧!我是说","sharesummary":":牧云,我需要的是一场修行午后两三点钟,百无聊赖的我盯着窗外的云发呆,眼瞅着它们分分钟变幻模样,心头忽然冒出两个字“牧云”。牧者,放也。做一个富有者吧!我是说","commentType":"0","wemediaEAccountId":"1251337","showclient":"0","shareurl":"https:\/\/ishare.ifeng.com\/c\/s\/v002bJzI9gS2X15EGD8fdWrOn4f2ZeWH5nLReIL8dI2pt6g__","praise":"1","like_num":"1"}}